November 13, 2005
12:05 a.m.
 
; Fuck, I have been getting skunked lately and it fee
ls like I forgot what barrel feels like. I am on edge, I ha
ve anxiety and bad mood swings and after surfing a half an
hour of shit I feel fatigued. I best define this as a mild
case of depression( I want to sleep alot).
&nb
sp; On the other hand, things can only ge
t better from here and who knows I might score soon. But I
always seem to wonder "what did I do wrong" "is it my Karma
"....nah I prolly just paying my dues.