Alrite well things are really starting to go bad for me. I
dont think I can take this ex-boyfriend nemore and I feel
like maybe I am finally over him. I mean he has no respect
for me at all. I asked him not to tell the whole world wh
at happend friday and next thing I know one of his friends
IMed me on AIM and was like hey I heard about friday. I ha
te guys that have no repsect. On top of that he is talking
about me and untrue stuff that we didnt do. He says we "g
ot it on " but we clearly didnt. All of my friends were th
ere when I turned him down so idk why he is sayen this bull
shit. He really pisses me off sometimes. He hurts my feel
ings and makes me cry all the time and i am driving myself
crazy. I just wish that he would grow up and seriously lea
rn about repsecting others. His ex-girlfriend, well she fe
els the same way as I do. I was so happy I wasnt the only
one. Things just really are sucking for me and its been re
ally crazy. I dont know whats worse in my life right now b
ut I am just breaking down. This week we have all half day
s so I hope things go alrite. I am hanging out with a frie
nd this weekend who I am pumped to see. I am currently eat
ing gummy bears and they are awesomeeeeee. I only eat the
red ones and the other colors except the green ones. No on
e shall eat green or they are going against a dana commandm
ent. Anways I will update you all shortly. Love you all s
o so so much. I will get some new pics up when I am feelen
better and change friend of the month.


love always, dana