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We see things as black and white, right or wrong. we are so
blind to what is in the middle. Its a whole new life. the
wrong doesnt overshadow the right, people are seen and acce
pted for who they really are, not what they are expected to
be. the common folk are just as important as the famous. L
ove is... what love truelly should be.. love. nothing less.
it is not thrown around like any other word, it truelly ha
s its meaning. the meaning of true love. In this unseen pla
ce we are not perfect, we are not even close to being Gods,
we are who we really are. In this we are not hiding behind
a mask film makers, celebrities and higher powers have cre
ated for us, but we are our true selves. the faces God has
created for us to live with. So lets find this middle groun
d and live our true lives.

so life just isnt what it should be right now... ive gone t
hrough ALOT these past few years and i was hoping by now th
ings would start to get better, and they seemed to, but the
se past few weeks everything has began to fall apart again,
ive tried to just find small things that are good to help
me get out of this slump, and turn things around, but every
thing i grab for ends up blowing up in my face and making e
verything so much worse than it already is.... i just wish
for once in my life things would be easy for me. i wish fri
ends wouldnt turn there backs on me, i wish life wouldnt pu
ll me down. i wish i had no worries... but i guess i wish t
o much.

and one thing thats bothering me the most is, i NEED to ge
t out to cali around the 6th or 7th to be there for my frie
nds wife while she is in labor since my best friend is over
seas and may not make it home in time... it was the ONE th
ing hes ever asked me to do, and i dont think im gonna be a
ble to make it... i feel like a horrible friend to, cus hes
done everything for me, and this ONE thing he asks me to d
o i dont think i will be able to do for him!!!!