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thinkin of my baby
Posted On 12/31/2005 15:53:29

hey well i can
t stop thinkin about my baby....he's the greatest guy ever.
.who makes me smile every time i talk to him...he makes me
laugh till tears come down.....he's so silly....i love talk
ing to hime....he's the greatest gift from god....and i tha
nk him for bringing peter to me.....baby if your reading th
is i love you so much baby....your always on my mind 24/7 a
nd your the best boifren i ever had....i think he's the sex
yest guy on the planet....hehe love yah baby  


tonight will b the last
Posted On 12/18/2005 12:16:45

Lately I've been thinking
Does it
hurt to die?
I wouldn't really know
So lets give it
a try

There are many things I think of
As I lay t
here in my bed
Sometimes I just wonder
Why am I not y
et dead?

These last few weeks were horrible
There
has been too much s***
I try to think into the futureBut I cant seem to handle it

The stress just keeps
on building
This summers gone to hell
I'm feeling we
ak and hopeless
So I bid to you farewell

One more
day wont come
Tonight will be the last
So lose me in
your memory
And forget me with your past

I'm not
worth your tears
So please, for me, don't cry
My lif
e just wasn't working
Thats why I chose to die
< >/FONT

I love you
Posted On 12/18/2005 12:14:32

I love you...


I love you,
And you know its true
My love for you,Will always come through,
And even at the hardest time
s,
Its you I find on my mind,
My heart pounds,
Whe
n I think of you,
When I talk about you,
Your the rea
son,
I do the things I do,
No one can compare to you,

Your the one that makes them,
Want to stare,
Peop
le look at you and say,
Man hes fine,
I just wish,
He was mine,
But to me,
Your more than fine,
Your
personality is great,
Your very kind,
And oh so swee
t,
Your the one,
That swept me off my feet,
Made m
e feel like I was,
Floating,
You took away my breath,

When we first met,
Your the one I love,
You have
all of my heart,
And I do hope 1 thing,
That me and y
ou,
Will never part.

"I Love You!!!"


The Perfect Suicide
Posted On 12/18/2005 12:08:03

The Perfect Suicide



It was a cold Friday night


I was alone in the dark, with only
a candle f or a light.


My family had gone out to wat
ch basketball


And all of my friends went to hang
out at the mall.


I was in pain a
nd no one noticed


Why did things have to turn o
ut like this?


I couldn't take anymore of th
e pain and lies< /STRONG>


Good thing no one could hear any of
my daily cries.


I thought dying would make ev
erything fine


and that a life worth living
wasn't mine.


I talked to my friend and she made
me stronge r


But i still didn't want to st
ay any longer.


Now i knew no o
ne could save me


So i prayed to God and bent down on
one knee.


"Please take me away to a bet
ter place


And put all of my belongings
into a case".


I wasn't happy anymore


I wish it was good again, jus
t like before.


I sat in the dark and wrote a lette
r to say g ood-bye


When i reread i
t i started to cry.


It read:  I'm sorr
y for everything i ever did


But you must remember i was just a kid.


I love you guys with all my heart


Couldn't you guys tell that my life was f
alling apart?


Just remember not to take things for gran
ted and to have fun


Just cherish the good times... when we pl
ayed in the sun.


I'll always be with you but don't forget t
o carry on


My soul will still be there but my body..
. gone.


And you have no need to
worry


I'll be better, but now i must go and hur
ry.


Thanks for taking care of me and for all o
f your love


And when you want to see me just look up a
bove.


But i gotta go so take care and God b
less


May all of you not have to live with this
much stress.


Love ya!


From your da
ughter,


I put it on the counter and grabbed
a knife


I just had to end this horrible lif
e.


I took a look in the mirror and saw
my face


My memories and past times i starte
d to retra ce.


I turned on my music, and locked th
e door


Then i got myself ready and lied on
my bedroo m floor.


I stared at the sharpened bla
de


And then at all the cuts and bruise
s i made.< /STRONG>


This is what i really wanted, but i
was afrai d & i wanted to scream


But i took my last breath... My hea
d dropped and i began to dream.



(2 hours later)  My parents fo
und me and told my sisters i had died


And that's how i knew i
had then Perfect Suicide...







By: Meeh...






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