ever have one of those days where nothing seems to work out
for you? the other day i woke up feeling like shit, made m
yself go to work only got get fired as soon as i got t
here. then i realized that i have way too much calculus to
learn before my final! went to the beach figuring that woul
d help (which it did... just not as much as i hoped) there
was a little swell it was just blown to shit, i am convince
d morning is better cause there is no wind.
well to
day i woke up and realized that i was going to quit anyway,
so at least i am not at that shitty job anymore. i am plan
ning on finishing up school in hawaii so whatever happens n
ow wont matter then!! and if i want to go to the beach in t
he morning than i can... with or without my friends that wo
uld rather go when its crowded and blown out to shit in the
afternoon (i feel like that is just a waste of gas... and
stupid!) so in other words i woke up today realizing that l
ife really isnt all that bad... forget this i am out of her
e and heading to the beach!
so when i signed up for classes i new they were all going t
o be a lot of work but the one that takes the cake is calcu
lus!! being that i have not taken pre-calculus or any other
class leading up to it, homework takes up about ninety per
cent of my time!! right now i am killing about an hour betw
een classes since my yoga class was cancelled. being that m
y next class is history i am debating on just leaving and h
eading to the beach... the decision is hard because i had a
couple phone calls this morning saying the surf was really
fun! for now i am going to try and stay strong and wait to
go learn about some indians and stuff like that haha... wi
sh me luck!